i have been fighting in quicksand for months, and as i understand it, struggling makes you sink faster. it's clearly time to stop.
plus, i got a major dose of humiliation; i have made some extremely regrettable choices.
time to do what i should have weeks ago--go back to my own sandbox and relearn how to play nice. i've done some electronic cleaning to start--deleted all the emails that i saved too long and much of this blog for the last six months. damage has already been done and can't be taken back, but it certainly doesn't have to hang around like rotting fruit.
someone recently told me that things were going to get darker for me, but i didn't believe her... damn optimism!
i'm looking forward to a lot of reality tv and burying my head in work. absolutely nothing pulls you out of quicksand like big brother and overtime.
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