Saturday, January 24, 2009

not all good...

i think that everyone in my life teaches me something... about humanity or myself. not all lessons are warm and fuzzy.

recently, i realized just how frustrating it is for me not to have any control in a situation. i've always found a way to compromise to get something i want. that's what i do, find an answer. but, sometimes i can't have what i want or there is no answer. i just didn't know when to throw in the towel. accepting failure, or i should say, not getting what i want, is a whole new idea to me... but, obviously one that i needed to learn.

i just wish some of these lessons didn't leave me feeling like a fool.

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